So it has been far to long since I have written in this blog. I thank all of you who keep checking in on me and butterfly. I realize how neglectful I have been not only to the blog but to her as well. To be honest I have had a really hard time focusing on anything and have had to focus a lot of attention on some new things. But as I refocus my energies I NEED to focus on my little butterfly and my job as HOH. I have found when I am a true Dom at home I succeed in my job as well. I need to focus on being the best at both, cause it makes me happy and I feel more fulfilled. So as a new month is upon us and the ever changing landscape of my life changes yet again I will do all the things I should have been doing long ago. This lifestyle and my other blog make me who I am. They make up a huge part of me.
So as I read her blog and realize that she is hurting without my guidance and support I feel terrible. I feel like a failure. But I know I can't let it get me down. I know I can only pick up right now and do better. I know I can't change the past, but I can make the future better. So this post is kinda short but I wanted to check in and let you all know to expect more from me as we go forward.